39 Trying to stay calm

I've been so stressed out lately. School. People. Idiots.
I've been trying hard in school. Soon it will be time for registration, when we sign up for the classes we are going to take next year. I almost didn't make it for Honors Alg 2 next year, I justt made the cut though. THANK GOD.
Math is a biggie in what I'm trying to go into. That Robert idiot started talking to me again and telling me he wants to come over and fuck, after not talking to me for how long... 7 years?! haha. How about not?
I didn't eat much today. I've been living off of coffee. So not as much food. Hopefully I'll lose some for the summer. Then get to the beach ;)
Brad Pitt looked hot on the cover of some mag I saw today. I need to get that body for the summer, just about 30 years younger haha.

38 Update

I've been gaining some weight. I'm not sure if it's bad though. I think I look.. fuller. Not absolutely fat though. I think I looked better without it. I'm going to try to limit my eating.. I probably won't though. I have no will power.

Thirty7. I'm doing so well.

I've been working hard in school to bring my grades up. I've been doing my Geometry homework. I've been catching up in Latin. I did a whole module in the last week! I finished the first semester and I'm almost halfway through the second already :) I am SO proud of myself. I had been getting behind, but being behind is behind me now!
I want to bring my Geometry grade up. I can't have a D in that class.
I smoked weed with my friend today. I didn't do as much as I did that other time. It was fun. Everything looks airbrushed when I'm high. We rode around on his scooter and it was very fun. My weekend has been amazing.
I hope you all are doing well :)

36, I stayed home from school today

I was just too tired to get up and my mom said I could stay home. I got to sleep in an extra 4 hours :)
I haven't been that careful about what I've been eating lately. I'm just trying to eat whatever I want but not too much of it. That makes sense, right? I have a terrible problem with eating out of boredom, though. I get it from my mom. Gah.
My grade in Geometry has gone down the drain. I have a 61, and a test is coming up soon. :( I need to do well on the test! Or I'm going to have an F in the class. I don't get F's! I did my homework in that class for like the 3rd time this year last night while I was on the phone with this boy. He helped me concentrate and listened to me talk myself through the problems. It's hard for me to do boring work like that when I'm by myself. It's easier when I'm with someone or on the phone with someone, even if neither of us are saying anything. Are any of you like that? I think it's pretty normal. Anyway, homework isn't a big deal. She doesn't even check it really. If you have something written on the paper it's a 100. It's the quiz grades that have been killing me. I think if I start to do the homework, I will start to understand what's going on. Then my grade will go up. That's what I need. A better grade. I want all honors classes next year, like I have this year and had last year. I don't want to be with the regs. Haha. No offense to anyone.
I've been getting a lot of work done in Latin. And what we've been working on in Spanish with the different cases and shit have been helping the wheels keep turning in what I'm doing in Latin. Languages aren't that hard. It's actually been easier now that I'm doing two of them than when I was just doing one. I see connections more easily now.
That Robert guy that never texts or calls me back is such a loser.
I've always been frustrated on how he's never around and never talks unless he wants to but the other day my friend called me and asked me what I did when I was with him because he's confused on what he should be doing. & I'm like whatt? He told me they were kissing or w/e the other day and he had no idea what to do with him so he was going ot ask me.
WELL FUCK YOU BOTH, HOES!
Haha. Oh well. I'm returning this shit, Santa! Your elves fucked up somewhere!
Red. I think.