22, affirmations

I am a good person,
I am skinny,
I am worth something,
I am interesting,
I am prepared for anything,
I am smart,
I love myself,
I am loved by others,
People enjoy talking to me,
I am happy with my life,
I focus on good things,
I make others feel good about themselves,
I am calm and relaxed,
I live in abundance,
I have the best of everything,
I am successful,
I work hard in school,
I make excellent grades,
Good grades come to me easily,
I finish jobs quickly,
I make correct decisions,
I am responsible,
I am fearless,
I am outgoing,
I take risks,
I am free to by myself,
I am wealthy,
I have nice things,
I inspire others,
I have self control,
I have willpower,
I lose weight every day,
I can get up in the morning,
I believe in myself,
I love new experiences,
I experience new things every day,
I have many friends,
I have enough money for everything I want,
Money comes to me easily,
I give to people who ask of me,
I understand others,
I talk to new people easily,
I rely on myself,
I am happy to be *****.

21, I'm feeling

down today. I was in a good mood until like 5th period. Today is just kind of depressing. I didn't eat lunch but I just ate.. blahh I should fast. I need to lose some of my nastiness. How do you bitches do it?
Also, I had two tests today and I don't think I did good on either of them. I should start studying.. I don't understand how your supposed to study for math though. Whatthehellll.

Twenty, HAIRCUTT

I just had like.. all of my hair cut off. It's crazy. Not like Britney Spears crazy. But yeah. It looks so different.. It's nice though. I should've done this sooner. I look older too.

Nineteen

Today is Saturday. And I have nothing to do..
I've eaten too much, you'd think that having braces would make me not want to eat. I'm not as much as I usually would but it's not helping much. My friend invited me to go with her to the next party shes going to and there will def be pot and alcohol there. I don't really care about the alcohol. I'm just worried that my mom will find out I did pot. Hmm... anyway, I'm going to find something to do today that will keep me from eating out of boredom.

Ayteen.

I got braces on today. Woo.
I ate too much. I shouldn't because it hurts but I just felt like eating today. I'm so stupid.. Blah. I weighed myself and I'm just above 110. I've lost weight, but I've gained mass. Is that even possible?

7teen,

Ohmygod! I'm a total slut. You don't even want to know.
I had sex today for the first time in like almost 3 months since I broke up with my ex. Omfg the floodgates have opened and the drought is gone, hallelujah! I'm not going to go into detail though because you don't need to hear it. Haha. Hes quite a bit older than me though.. Eek. Like what happened today was totally illegal.
But, anyway, I weighed myself and I was about the same. I've been eating these protein bars as meal replacements for breakfast and I'm going to have them for lunch too. They help alot. & I don't have access to diet pills or anything, so I'm hoping this will help me lose some. I'm feeling pretty fat..






& For some reason VS pictures work really well for me too.. So you'll probably see a lot of those randomly.








Yawn. I'm tired.
Going to bed.