Fourteennn

I broke up with him and did the worst thing possible. I laughed. I was nervouss and I didn't really know what I was doing so after I told him I thought we should just be friends, I kind of laughed a little. He texted me later that period and told me he didn't go to work and he was just crying and shit. He said that he was falling for me and crap. I guess that just means it's better I did it now rather than later, right?! I shouldn't feel that bad. It is better to have done this rather than to have led him on!
Tomorrow I have the day off of school, hmm. Idk what I'm going to do. Some of my friends want to go to a movie and then the mall but I don't have a date and its a "date" thing. Blehh how am I supposed to find a guy by tomorrow? I won't. I've been getting fat lately. I haven't been really working that hard because there isn't anyone really to impress. So bleh. I won't eat lunch tomorrow at school. I'll have something for breakfast with my coffee.. but not much. I'll just try to work it down little by little.
If you guys have any tips on how to not eat even though you're hungry (or just bored, bad habit I know.) Please leave them in the comments, k? I usually just drink a lot of tea and brush my teeth.. The nice "just brushed" feeling makes me not want to ruin it with food. Haha.