35, I made a new friend

today at church. I like meeting new people. It's always nice to have different people to talk to, I'm planning on having a guy come over tonight and well just stay in my room and watch movies.

He's planning on more but I don't know if I'm up for it. Hmm. I rented the movie Pathology the other day, since I love horror. It was a really sick film. It really creeped the hell out of me. I hope people like that don't actually exist. I'm planning on going into the medical field & work as a doctor or in the ER or something, so I should get used to seeing blood and everyone's insides and stuff. That movie kind of freaked me out though. :( My brother didn't seem that affected by it, and hes 13. Eh.

I think it's like when I cried the first time I killed someone in a video game. I was playing GTA at my friend's house and I shot someone. I was kind of upset, haha.


I like to express my feelings in colors. I'll always try to figure out what "color" I'm feeling. Right now I feel like a darkish orange, or a light blue.
No, orange.
I feel it.