6th. Busy.

School was very busy today. I had to do a tonnn of work and I have some unfinished work that I haven't started on yet. Ughh. Well me & my new friend exchanged a couple of notes today and that was good. I told her I like **** again. She thinks it's really cute, haha.
I'm not too sure though. I think he might like me back and I know he definitely wants to.. you know.. haha! Not like I'd mind. But I think he might just be telling me what I want to hear, you know? He told me he liked me last year and then hooked up with some 20 year old randomly and then said we should just be friends. I was so upset last year. I don't think I should let myself get my hopes up too high. If I get a chance to be with him I will definitely go for it though.
Only one problem..Ihaveaboyfriend
At first he was just kind of a UFN boyfriend. Just idk, to have one. He's really starting to like me though. I don't think I could just break up with him for someone that could get over me just as quickly as he went from hating to liking me. It'd be a mistake. I probably wouldn't end up being with **** for how long I've been with my current boyfriend for. About three weeks. Ugh.
I feel really stupid. And out of the stress today I ate a lot. Dammit.
Food:
- sun chips (210 calories)
-coke zero
-coffee (probably 100)
-granola bar (110 calories)
-4 pieces of chicken with dressing (660 calories)
-cookie (idk)
Total: around 1,080

I just got off of AIM with him,
he didn't sound that excited to talk to me at all :/
I'm just digging myself into a deep hole and getting ready to willingly jump in and be buried alive.