Secondd

Okayy today was pretty good. I saw my friend so I got to give her the cookies & notes. She really liked them. I only started talking to her last week but were already like best friends. Can you move too quickly in relationships with friends? Does it burn up just like when you go too fast with a boyfriend or girlfriend? I hope not. I really like this girl.
She might be able to help me get to be friends with ****. The guy I really liked in February before I got with my ex. I knew my ex liked me but I didn't feel the same way, he kind of became one of my best friends, and for him, I guess he was ok with that. For then. But after **** invited me over and we kind of idkk nothing big. It was whatever, ok? Well I told my now ex about it and he was jealous and wanted to ruin it so he told **** that I told EVERYONE about it, and the guy was in the closet, so obviously he didnt want things like that getting around about him. So he started hatingg me and I was so upset. I didn't even know what to do ughh. So, after he got rid of the "competition", my ex made his move, and then we got together.
He hated me for something I didn't even do. :/
We might be able to get to be friends again, through my new friendd. She talks to him.
I'm really happy about this. Meeting her. Becoming friends.
Everything truly good that happens to me seems to be by accident.
I've noticed that recently. My current bf I only started talking to because I texted him on accident instead of his brother, who I am good friends with. My new friend, I started talking to because a boy in my grade wanted to use my phone to text someone, and she texted back later asking for him.
My ex, we started talking because he was on his friends Myspace and saw my profile, and recognized me because I rode the buses at his school. I love accidents.
They're amazing :)

I've been in a really optimistic mood lately, in case you couldn't tell.
I'm going to try to start dieting soon. I feel overweight. According to the scale, I'm not. But I feel like I am.. I just need to not eat as much as I do. I could kind of see my stomach through my shirt todayy, ugh. I feel like such a fatass.
I'm so weak though, I can't force myself to keep to it. I eat out of boredom (BADHABIT!) I need to stop. I need to stop eatingg, that's what I need to do haha.

I hope I can stick with this blogging thing.. It seems to help a lot of other people get things off of their chests. Lol.

Today was pretty good, I hope tomorrow is too.