Fourth..

I'm so happy he wants to talk to me. Today I told myself I
wasn't going to make myself seem annoying or too eager so I didn't try
to say anything, but he talked to me today. I'm taking that as he doesn't
hate me! I'm so happy! :)

& I ate too much today, already. My mom took me to a buffet and she
always makes me eat too much when we go "to get our moneys worth". Ill
make up for it by exercising most of it today and skipping dinner.. I
hope I can do it. I'm not that good at sticking to those things. I
don't deserve to lose any weight.. Not like I have recently.
So far today:
-Plate of food from restaurant, no ice cream.
-1 diet coke
-1 red bull.
Later:
-some chicken pieces
-bagel w cream cheese
- like 5 cookies..
I don't deserve to lose weight with the last one. I need to control my eating.